Hello Amsha & welcome to MM hun , Thankyou for joining .
Far as i know there isnt any ladies here in your situation but with you here too maybe more will speak out or join in the same shoes as you . If you want to talk about any of it feel free to either start new topics or suggest a new section for us to add for you .
If you have any questions please just ask , Hope you like the site .
Lyndsey xx